Thank You, with Love

To the reader: If this is your first time on my blog, many greetings; If you've been here before, happy returns to you. Everything you read here will be my genuine unfiltered thoughts and secrets, explaining in full detail everything about me, piece by piece. I wish that you read on without prejudice or judgement, for I am not a perfect person, and I hope that you can connect and empathize with my life's story. -Alex

So following my 21st Birthday, I wanted to write a rememberence to the last 3 months of my life. Thank you September, October, and November.


The last three months have been the most exhilarating months in my life. I've done the best and worst I can do, and I am completely and utterly grateful for them.

To September: Thank you for Sparties Shorties. Thank you to my fellow Spartans, friends I can call family. Even if at times I know the whole lot of you ignore me and everything I do, I know that in the most dire of times I'll be able to count on you all. You guys are the greatest, most energetic group of crazies I've ever been able to know, and I love each and every one of you all.

To October: Arooj. Happy Birthday to you too, fellow 26th'ian. You made my October special, and even if it was just a short while, you reminded me what it was like to be appreciated by the people in my life. We did stupid things together, and even if those days and moments are gone, I'll remember them well.

To November.

Ayat. I don't want you to go. You've made me reveal myself in my rawest forms, and redefined everything I thought I knew.

I considered myself a destroyer, doomed to forever ruin anything my hands would touch; but with you, I created time and time again. You showed me that I was capable of enduring feats of kindness, patience, and dedication, even when I thought all was lost.

You set my soul ablaze. It's the only phrase that aptly describes what you've done for me, and I'm so afraid that without you here, that blaze will die. I don't want to go back to being cold in the soul. With you around my nightmares disappeared, and I started dreaming of you on a daily basis. But even now, as you make the distance greater between us, I've lost my dreaming again.

In 21 years, I've never known what I wanted for my birthday. This year I finally know that I want you. Come what may, you'll always be something special to me.

My birthday was mellow, relaxed, laid back, and I wouldn't have wanted it any other way this year.

Thank you for the last three months.